无奈

“三个星期了你也因该没事了对吧”

“对，我没事了，生活照过”。。。（三年的经历用三个星期来抹掉？，我喝忘情水吗？？）

“学校功课那么多你因该不会空虚吧”

“我做报告做到要吐血了，怎么会空虚？” （这感觉不是空虚。。。。。）

当俩个人变成一个人时

原来有这么多的不一样

少了期待，甜蜜，分享，撒娇。。。。

少了担心，焦虑，吵架，哭泣。。。。

电话静了

skype睡了

也许我曾经那么看好这段感情

也许你曾经也觉得这是段会开花结果的感情

也许我曾经任性过

也许你也曾经自私过

当一切无法挽回时彼此都。。。措手不及

学校的课业还是一样忙

繁重的功课不会因为你的情绪心烦或心累而慢下来

无奈

只有继续忙下去

也许这也是最好的医疗伤口的方式

睡醒的那一刻就开始忙，忙上课，忙做实验，忙写报告，忙做功课。。。

忙到头脑开始不清醒时躺下去就呼呼大睡

这是我第一次这么感谢IMU的时间表

How should i do

In these days my relationship beginning get in trouble. His business is not in the good situation and he wish i can beside him to help a little bit but what can i do now since i still haven finish my degree? Moreover i start getting tired when he continue for asking my oppinion in his business and my mind really blind when his question pop up continuous. I trying doing my best to give him opinion but he refuse to accept any and just think negativly. What can i do when he really want to give up himself. He say if i can stay beside him, he could go out from this shop to have another business for this shop. But why must i help him in this shop with my hole life? i still have my study, my dream ,my future carreer and .....Am i so bad be this kind of gf?

LIFE

My life seem back to normal when my mom told me dont think too much to find a job and study or improve my english now is better. So, I start to draw a new planning, just continue my study and search many animation as I want. I can spending as much as I can in front of computer in these few month to write a blog, search internet, news, animation, skype.......and do whatever as I want.Its also a wonderful life lah.....ofcouse,I also have my target, I must reading as fast as I can read in Chinese.I also learn my Chinese like that, reading and reading...that is what I do in my primary shool time. So, I am regrate why I didnt do this when I learning my eng...that why I am in this situation.....aiiiii....

Beside, I am waiting 14 of May coming.My boy boy will come kl on that day...so happy,he didnt come for a long time since his work is busy and also want to study at night. Everyday I just can looking him from skype after I coming back from library and he also finish his class at that time. Although only can see each other like that,I fell satisfied already. Mybe a long distance relationship will face more problem like cant stay beside ur partner than others, but it also can test our relationship as time pass by.haha....now I am waiting that day is coming soon. He want to take me genting play and take photo hole day. We plan chat for hole night after tired to walking. So we didnt plan to booking any room for resting, its also saving money...haha....also cant imagine how tired we will in the next day. he also planning go for klcc to take photo and shopping....we also planning want to play badminton, go running in the park and swimming....so wonderful planning!!!....

Am I choose right?

These two days i seem busy a lot of things but just realise end up in nonthing.
Wei Jie told me his job is lack one person and want me take the place for two weeks.
Its ok just for two week , i think...
but when come to interview,the agen told me i must sign contract at least two month...
OMG...
just a little bit lost...
i just want too learn something and earn some when i know this job
but its only waste my time if i spent my time in this work for two month although the salary is so entice
and the job is most like a dietetics not suitable for bio medical studient...
lastly,i refuse job...
but,i dont know it a good choice for me or not....

mountain

this week really a tired week

i went to a mountain with my cousion and her friends

we made some sandwich to there and had make our day there

we sweat already when we reach the mountion. the sights was very beautiful and we took many photo there .

but it was rainning when we take our photo,so we just pack our things and went back to the car park.

Introduce myselfe

Hi, this is my first time write in this blog.

To introduce myselfe,i describe myselfe with you guys

I am a cute a girl in my friends eyes

how to say ?

ha, i only 148cm and 36kg although i aready 21 in this year

so ,can u imagine my size?

I like to reading in chinese and shopping many hour but buying nonthing

I like to imagine things,imagine i can go travelling ,imagine i can go shopping without finance problem, i like to imagine i am graduate now , i like to imagine my future,and i like to imagine many things....

I am a "waitting " undergraduate student and waitting to continue my sem 2 ....

I hope i can graduate three year later and be a biomedical sciencetist.....

i know this not only my imagine

this is my dream